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2018, Courage, Emotional Health, Fear, Friendship, Family, Identity, Life, Love, Marriage, Mental Health, Parenting, Self-Care, Self-Help, Support Others

This Is Us... But Beth-- Beth is Me.

Stephanie Pearson-Davis ·

We need to re-contextualize strength. Like, what does it even mean to be “the strong one”?

Because it is NOT the absence of fear or pain or desire or disappointment. I believe that we have, in error, taken a patriarchal view of strength and applied it to our emotional sensibilities in an effort to make us appear less weak. They told us that strength and weakness cannot dwell in the same space. Men, for too long, set the expectation for tolerable behavior for women. Women are killing themselves to meet it. And women are cosigning this behavior. It must stop.

I am trying to negotiate an understanding of literal strength, figurative strength and the reality of my actual strength. What does it look like? What does it feel like? How have I previously misunderstood and in turn misrepresented strength. I am currently being forced to confront these feelings of wanting to be strong, solvent and also having to embrace that pieces of me breaking. 

2018, Communication, Courage, Fear, Friendship, Identity, Life, Love, Relationships, Self-Care, Self-Help, Self-worth

Loyalty: The Overdrawn Emotional Currency

Stephanie Pearson-Davis ·

Since emotionally bankrupt people will never stop making withdrawals--  You need to close their account.  Walk away.  You don’t owe them.  Even financial institutions limit the number of times an account can be overdrawn.  Banks lend with the absolute expectation that what they lend is coming back. In fact, they require an additional fee in the event you don’t return what you took.  And after all that, if you still refuse to make good on the obligation, what does the bank do? THEY CLOSE YOUR ACCOUNT.